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apraxia is offically no more. my new lj is
Voir_tristesse
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| Coachella coachella coachella |
[22 Apr 2004|03:47pm] |
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damn. qwell day one is sold out soooo i have been forced to go on ebay. so far i am winning 2 auctions, one for 1 ticket and one for a pair. so if i win the pair, who wants to go with me?? anyone? lol. pweeze?
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[22 Apr 2004|02:34pm] |
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so. day 1 of coachella is sold out. i am on ebay. searching. 125 is what i've bid so far. fuck you radiohead, and all the trouble i go through.
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| it's the little things in life that make me smile ... |
[19 Apr 2004|08:22pm] |
J4K0B J4K0B: i like cake
cuethesarcasm: cake is good
J4K0B J4K0B: good band AND good food
cuethesarcasm: cupcakes are better
J4K0B J4K0B: haha naw id have to go with a full fledged cake
cuethesarcasm: i dunno foo
cuethesarcasm: cupcakes are da shiz
J4K0B J4K0B: yeah but you dont get the frosting and plus by the time you are done its like fuck i am still craving cake so with a cake its like BAM still got some left
J4K0B J4K0B: as much frosting*
cuethesarcasm: lol cupcakes come in bulk
J4K0B J4K0B: yes, but does that not defeat the purpos of having them in small quantities?
cuethesarcasm: no, cupcakes
cuethesarcasm: NO !!!!
cuethesarcasm: smaller is cuter
J4K0B J4K0B: ahahah
cuethesarcasm: and neater
J4K0B J4K0B: and cuter is better...you win
cuethesarcasm: damnit
cuethesarcasm: lol
J4K0B J4K0B: lol
cuethesarcasm: damn you jakob
J4K0B J4K0B: why damn me?
cuethesarcasm: I DON'T KNOW
J4K0B J4K0B: damn YOU for you have instilled a craving for (cup) cake(s) in me
cuethesarcasm: roflmao
cuethesarcasm: its all about the damn cake/cupcakes
J4K0B J4K0B: lol
cuethesarcasm: bizzle
J4K0B J4K0B: we have a muffin. i am going to go pretend it is cake
cuethesarcasm: hmmmmm brb, i think i actually have cake !!!!!!!!!!
J4K0B J4K0B: OMFG
J4K0B J4K0B: ahahha i have cupcakes and you have cake. HOW IRONC?!??!
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| si je m'ennuyais désormais, je serais mort. |
[19 Apr 2004|07:30pm] |
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Hot damn. i finished two photo II projects today, thank the lord buddah. i must do better in school ... how the fuck do i plan on going to college on a low g.p.a. they don't care about my iq ( which is higher than average). They don't care if i am intelligent or competent. It's all about that letter on paper. fucking letters ... fucking paper.
i believe it is possible to die from boredom. my internal organs are slowly shutting down one by one .........
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| Avvertimento: Il contesto di questa entrata di giornale è la noia pura. |
[19 Apr 2004|08:48am] |
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I am in my first period class, creative writing. Not much ever goes on during this class. I am still laboriously trying to find a ride to Coachella on May 1st, without much luck I hate to say.I already have my ticket aside and all that jazz. It is just transportation is a bitch. I think my mom might take me, but it would be so much more convenient if I went with someone else ... but it looks like it's me and moms this time. so exciting.
Vegas has been somewhat established for my birthday and my tattoo. My mum is paying ... what a fucking surprise. I am not entirely sure what I want as a tattoo yet. I do like (and although I have been warned against getting a band's logo as a tattoo)the Avenged Sevenfold logo on their cd, the skull and wings. Or ... the little radiohead symbol ...something. But I am so not creative that I am pretty sure I will get a gay ass little butterfly on my ankle like everyone else.
Ah, quelle vie abondante c'est.
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| y a-t-il n'importe qui autrement qui se sent aussi vide comme le fais je ? |
[17 Apr 2004|08:27pm] |
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i am at ry's house. he loves his gun. doesn't share that love w/ me b/c according to him i am selfish and we only do what i want to do, always. al-fucking-ways.
so tonight. saturday night, and i am lonely and i want to go out and do something exciting but i don't know any exciting people, nor do I actually hang out with any exciting people ... so my excitment is limited to making 25 million lj posts a day, and being completely vain, self-centered and emotional as i possibly can without becoming full fledged emo.
je souhaite que j'aie été dehors ce soir. incohérent, intoxiqué et engourdi.
Fin- V
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[17 Apr 2004|04:26pm] |
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plastique phone: i have poop on my foot
this is the first time i've talked to her in months, and still after all that shit we went though, she can still make me smile.
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| noodle brain |
[17 Apr 2004|08:50am] |
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well, it is pretty early for me to be awake. ryan spent the night tonight. (and for anyone who is thinking "what a slut", he slept on the couch and my parents said it was alright.)we watched "somethings gotta give" which i thought was pretty hilarious, except for the fact that diane keaton was shown naked, and it wasn't my goal to see a middle-aged woman in the nude at that present time ... although it has never actually been a goal of mine.
todays agenda? well, ryan got his angel. (an 1800 dollar paintball gun.) so, this means all damn day i shall be forced to listen to this; not that i hate paintbal. i love playing. but it is the love of his life and sometimes i wish (selfishly, yes) that he would care for me as much as the gun.
damn.
we were supposed to hang out at the beach, but he wants to go play paintball now. so much for what i wanted to do today.
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| hmmm. |
[16 Apr 2004|06:25pm] |
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i talked to jess, and nothing major happened. i am so dumb.
anyways. i am going to coachella on may 1st and wondering if anyone wants to go with me, because i'm going alone, all my me lonesome. any offers? i'm going to see my beloved fucking RADIOHEAD. god damn. well, reply kids. i need companionship.
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| school schmool ... |
[16 Apr 2004|08:34am] |
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this is where i am presently. school. bored out of my skull, contemplating whether to reply on her lj or not ...i just wanted to clear things up, you know? i think i will.
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i am about as bored as can be. and I am wearing a vest.
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| yesssssssssssssss ma'am hot damn |
[12 Apr 2004|09:11am] |
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I am going to Coachella, for the first day. The line-up includes :
Radiohead
The Pixies
Kraftwerk
Wilco
The (International) Noise Conspiracy
Sparta
Desert Sessions
Laurent Garnier
Hieroglyphics
The Rapture
Stereolab
And you will know us by The Trail of Dead
Peretz
Death Cab for Cutie
Kinky
LCD Soundsystem
Living Legends
Seb Fontaine
Sander Kleinenberg
The Black Keys
The Sounds
Howie Day
Junior Senior
The Evens
Danny Howells
Mark Farina
Moving Units
Sahara Hotnights
Electric Six
The Stills
Boozoo Bajou
Da Lata
Juana Molina
Phantom Planet
Mindless Self Indulgence
Dios
Q and not U
stellastarr*
Savath & Savalas
Erase Errata
The Section Quartet
DJ Icon
Oh my lordy lord. It will be wonderful!
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| look! I'm blending in! I'm very fung shui! |
[27 Mar 2004|07:22pm] |
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Well well well. I went to the mall today. It has been a while. I got a new pair of jeans, and guess what? They fit me.If that isn't great news, then I don't know what is.I was supposed to see the Passion today, but my mum told me it was very long and it started at 7, so I'd be home late. My parents don't mind, but I am a dork, and wanted to come home and use my computer for a while.Anywho. I am going to Coachella, on the first day. It is a great line up. I wish I could go to both days, but I can't currently afford it. But I am mostly going to see Radiohead, because I love them with a passion. Hopefully J4k0B decides to come because (although i barely know him) I would really like a companion; I'd be scared to roam by myself. Anyways, I've got to go now. play some pool. --V
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| the more they score ... |
[26 Mar 2004|08:31pm] |
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Basketball is such an odd sport that I can't help but laugh whenever it appears on my telefizzle.throwing a ball at a hoop. and getting paid multi-millions to do so. although I can't say much for paintball and all of the inhumanity in that sport, lol.anyways.
I just feel like talking right now. so excuse any emo or ridiculous comments that will be exposed here. in fact, ignore it all. here i go.
well, lately, actually for a while, ryan and i havent been clicking. fight fight. and it irritates me so dman much, because fuck. i have put a lot of effort into this relationship and it just seems to not exactly be working at the present moment.but whatever.i have been desperately yearning for friends, just a companion. boy, girl both dont care.i honestly just want a person that isnt biased and i can call a friend, someone who i can nothave to worry about and feel free and comfortable with, just ahng out and listen to music. i honestly do feel as though there is an empty spot in my life. i want to be happy, not in an emo "i want to kill myself, crimson tears of blood, oh the sorrow" kind of way. but depression is a real life problem that i have to deal with, and as much as i try to mask the problems and inner turmoil i suffer from, it still shows and it is difficult to continue a constant facade.i am getting older, i am a lot more mature than i have been and i am a different person than i once was. don't get me wrong, i still sit in my room all day and play with my damn cd player, changing my cds around to make the perfect order of music. i still value my art more than anything, and play zelda like there's no tomorrow.i just have a yearning for something more. for a friend i can go to the mall with, barnes and noble, carnivals, starbucks. someone to talk to and laugh sooo much with, and go to salvation army with. i dont know. i miss the normal teenage antics that i havent experienced.
so, i think for now i am done. i love my lj.forgive my incorrect grammar and spelling. i am illiterate. --V
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| Another view into a beautiful mind ... lol |
[26 Mar 2004|06:02pm] |
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So, today marks the end of school for two weeks and the beginning of spring break, the infamous get drunk and take your top off hiatus.Be prepared for very boring updates, drawn out by my ranting and bitching at how unfair it is that everyone around me is having a damn great time.Today was exciting ... or at least amusing. I had a very interesting sub in Creative Writing, and I thought I should perhaps adopt him as my new grandfizzle, b/c I am needy in that department. He lived in Tokyo, and I like Japanese anything. Because they're freeeking great. (Try the house beer, it's freeeking great)
I felt extremely popular today, mostly because three people said they liked my headband, and I felt as though the sun was shining only on me (even though it was entirely cloudy with at least a 60% chance of showers at that present time).But then again those people would have normally not even glanced at me if it wasn't for my gorgeous one dollar headband ... I talked to jacob in my creative writing class as well, and I do say he is a nice kid, and I don't mind at all talking to him. It was a good thing that I stalked him on LJ at the time I did. Although I believe he finds me obnoxious, he is a rather friendly specimen, and his smile makes me laugh ... I am big on peoples smiles.
So ... I will write back in about half an hour when I have a more opportune moment...
Fin-V
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| A note from the emo queen |
[24 Mar 2004|04:00pm] |
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I HAVE NO FRIENDS ... AND I WOULD LOVE TO HANG OUT WITH SOMEONE BESIDES MY CD PLAYER AND MY COMPUTER.
on a lighter note :
1)i have decided to study graphic design in college
2)my grades have been brought up
3)i am not as stupid and inconsiderate as people think
so there.
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| i am the queen |
[14 Mar 2004|07:42pm] |
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shai halud |
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not exactly. but i am going shopping. the sat. after this one. excitment. and, I am buying crystal chronicles tomorrow.
<3- me xmwuahx
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